It's saturday again. I at home whole day. =)
I just feel that i change alot by staying at home without spending any money.
I feel happy about that, but i bored to stay at home any further. Argg..
Oh, yesterday priyanthi came to my house at night. I watching my 9pm show.
& her mother called & said that she got my birthday present in advance.
I'm like to excited? After the show went to her house.
& GUESS what? She bought me what i wanted it for so long!!!
GUESS WALLET!!! WOOOOHHOOOOOO!!!!
They wanted to buy me a pink 1 instead. But left display. So they bought brown one instead of black/ white. =) Thanks man!
I'm so happy about it. & it so fast & i got my first birthday presents.
=) HAHAHA!
Next, Guess bag, watch or gucci? Anyone? =x
Sister buy for me guess bag!!! =x ops!
I guess she will be reading it!! =p=p=p I wish so.
*thick skins* =D

Shall post up all my presents picture on my birthday itself. =)
Stay tune!
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Wooohooo!

I'm back again! =)
So many days i had not been going out. & i remember that i was saying to myself, when it's june holiday, i make sure i enjoy my life going out. & it's night life time.
But now, it's worse. I didn't really go out. Unless i went for interview.
If not, I'm just staying at home relaxing. =)
I don't know why. I feel being at home is the only peace i get. Watching video.
I know it's a no life. I feel that too. But i just can't get the hell to find a job that can spend for shopping or going out with friends. =(
Ok i shall not elaborate further more.

Today went for interview with priyanthi at Yishun. Yesterday night bought Newspaper & found some jobs. All was about Roadshows/events , Sales.
But today interview was about roadshows/events.
At first we lost our way as it was so complicated !!
But thanks to some uncle/aunty. =) We make our way there..
Quite a number of people went there. & the interviewer guy is so funny can?
Joke around & saying one guy is a gay. =x
But overall, we are still considering whether to do the job.
As the job was like i'm doing the job few years ago.
My mind full of stress. Arg. I hate it.
After the interview, went home.
& yes, guess what? My sister told me that i can collect my brown contact lens!
But i forgot where's the location. Thanks, last minute sis drive me there & collect.
Happy! But i still deciding whether i should open & try it?
Cause i'm still using my transparent contact lens, it's only been used for few days.!
I don't wanna waste it. But what my sis say was, Mix... Should i?
Arggg...!!! Or should i wait for my transparent to expire?
But i scare after one month i use the brown & what if there is some problems again?
Haiiya!
My eyes swollen again. Cause of the stupid eyelashes! Wtf. I think i should stop wearing eyelashes anymore.

Whatever...
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Wow. I've not been blogging for the past few days!
I miss blogging seriously! =)
Hmmm, Let me start from Sunday.
Was working at kampong kapor. It was bored of cos! As the people there they don't really entertain me. =( so sad.
But, i get to know one girl who is doing Lucky draw. & even dinner she went to eat with me.
=) Not that bored but was quite ok.

Monday
Resting at home & went to jurong east again! Thought that we could find a job as our friend told us too. But ended up we are not officially 16. Duh! I been going to jurong east for the past few days man! After that went home, Till night, went to gek poh & my mother with priyanthi parents all talking while we doing nothing. Bla bla bla..

Tuesday

Woke up shiok shiok watch Vcd again. After so long, i'm so addicted to Television can?
I don't even want to go out. =)
Evening, went to priyanthi house & slacked.
Her sis do my nails clean everything. coolings!
& i realised that this year i been a NO LIFE person. =(


Oh yah, Yesterday went back home at about 3plus. & used computer to check friendster.
After that i was bored, so i intend to delete friendster friends those who are not really using & some unknown people. Guess what? I freaking hell spend my stupid time deleting friends in friendster.
I got 989 friends at first. Ended up i delete total 123 friends & equal to 866 friends left!
I know i wasting my time just to delete stupid friendster friends. Cool.

I been stressing everyday when can i get a job. What will happens on my birthday??


Why do people are such a %&*#$^^$%^%!!!
Seriously, sometimes i just feel so stupid of me believing someone else who really could wait.
But in the end. Everybody is the same! Whatever shit. Arggg. Stress.
Shall i wait or shall i just hack care?
Or there are somebody else worth waiting for? Erk.

TAGS REPLIED

sarah: hey girl! Lol. Secondary school is great lar, u should enjoy! My sch
ends at 5 leh!! That's super late larhs. hee. must squeeze in mrt ): Anyway, see
u soon! Misses1!!1!!!!

Reply: Yes, secondary is great. But now people are getting bad to worse. I
don't even feel like enjoying secondary school life. But i know after i'm out of
sec sch, i be missing the memories. =)
haha!!! Yupp see u real soon! miss u too! TC!

Ryan: wah chey someone getting Brown Contacts? YO HIGH FIVE

Reply: LOLS. Few months back i already bought it, Just that i keep it for
june holidays.
High FIVE TO U TOO! =) Tc.

dinoisloved: HI VISIT THIS WEB FOR PRETTY STUFF!

Reply: Hi, u've been sending me ur links about ur pretty stuff, But i just
can't get the hell to go in ur webby. It's not working...

jer: you working alr?

Reply: Nope, haven found job yet. why?

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Argg!
Got pissed off today..
Early in the morning wake up, Sis drive me to the contact lens shop.
& ended up they say they have to send for testing or what for 1 week.
HUH? I was like so freaking blur can. Wasting my time. & i have to waste my new pair of transparent contact lens for 1 week. & after getting back, I can use the brown one.
Than how about my transparent contact lens whereby i using only for 1 week?
Arg!
Pisssedddddddd meeeeee offfffff !!!!!!

Might be going to jurong point later to find jobs. lols!
I know jp hard to find. Just try luck. & getting bored at home. =)
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Yeah. I'm back.

I had a good sleep last night. =)
Woke up in the morning i feel so nice. Walking out of my room & i see my mother!
I miss her so much can even though i get to see her past few days.
I don't mind not going out because of her. I feel like accompany her at home.
I wish she could get back my trust last time. I wish she know that i change alot.
I'm not like last time. Who always got into trouble, Never go home early. & others.
But now, i did change. =)


Ok, let's talk about today.
Hmmm, Went to IMM today. People of cause can't believe what i said. But i myself can't believe it too! I wore spects to IMM.! OMG!
I can't believe after few yrs, i wearing a spects to go out!
Somemore go for a interview. LOls!
It's so super nerdy & ugly. Argg.
It's ok anyway. But the most irritating part is, i didn't use my fucking brains to think.
That particular person told me better not to go interview cause it's a waste of time.
As they will tell you to go Hq. Whereby it's so far.
I make it a try, & yes. They told me to go Hq. Wth!
I give up, & we went to eat Mac & shop around.
As i said i'm so broke. But i can't help seeing things that i like without buying it~!
I saw a Everlast shirt. Which cost $29.90. But now sales, 2 For $30.
I just can't wait to try it on & buy it! So Priyanthi & i Share $15 each & we bought it.
We both after that regret. I like it. But in the same time i didn't use my brain too.
I know i haven pay my Handphone bills. I know i gonna be broke for some weeks if i have not get a job. No point regreting.
Went home after that. Isn't good? I been going home quite early for 1week if i'm not wrong.
Went out in the afternoon, came back kinda early. =)
I just can't wait for tomorrow to change a new pair of contact lens! i don't wanna wear stupid spects of mine to go out! =(

Job intro anyone? =)
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The time is 8.39pm...

Now i'm chatting with my bitchy girl..

I shall blog later at 10pm! Stay tune yeah!
=))
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Hell..

Went for parents meeting just now. Lucky i got no bad remarks at all!
Thanks miss farihah! You know me well eh? Haha!

Only got nagg by the stupid subject SCIENCE. U graded. Lols.
I seriously hate the weather nowadays. It SUCKS! After rain it will begin to be HOT.

& i can't even go school tomorrow! We are not studying but we going to Fico Sports hub again to play soccer. Although i not really that interested. But i wanna go as tomorrow is the last day of school! Weather is so hot. How the hell am i going to wear my stupid spects with the hot sun?
I can't stand it! Too bad. =(

So sad. I staying at home till saturday. As i haven get to change a new pair of contact lens.
Sis only agree to bring me to change on saturday morning. Shit.
How am i going to go interview tomorrow? Shit!
I can't just wear my spects n go! Shit. It's so freaking ugly!!
Arggg!!! Wth Wth... What to do?

I just hope nothing goes wrong tomorrow! God bless. =)

REPLY OF TAGS.

Ryan: yo, dropping by =D
Reply: Hey ryan! =) Thanks for dropping by again. Enjoy your june holiday
yeah!

karine: my dear thanks for helping me last nite.. Muacks,.. :P:P
Reply: Nope! U're welcome~ =) love u!

mingfeng: ah jie! tag tag! tc
Repy: Ah di uh! Thanks thanks! Tc too & be a good boy!

WQ: haha... don worry... u wear spects also nice ma... hahas...
Reply: Haha! no la. Seriously its very ugly ... Look like shit lor.
=(

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What a stupid thursday i had!

Argg! I was so happy to wear my brown contact lens today as i can start wearing it till june holiday is over.
But ended up i wore to school was like my eyes freaking pain? I thought it was just dust & i hack care. But the pain is not the same! So asked my sis, & went to general office request to go home.
& this stupid Dp. Irritating. Can't even let me go home. & he's giving me 45mins to go home remove contact lens wear spects & come back.
Paiiseh can! Arg!
All my classmates was shock that i wear spects!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I hate it.
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Didn't post some of the days that happened.
Been busy for the past few days with school, my mother~
Ok, today ended school kinda late. Almost 2pm plus.
Rushed home, prepared. Thanks mommy! She knew i'm going out with Jerlyn, kelly, Sharine
today, & i did not have my lunch yet. & she rushed to cook for me. =)
I knew she loves her daughter alot! Haha!
Rushed to Jurong Point as i thought i'm going to be late. But ended up i'm not.
Jerlyn reached first, after that sharine than kelly.
All of us was so into the DDR. Some people are just so pro to dance that!
So nice can! We went to buy our tickets. We watch '' What Happens in Vegas''
Rated for the movie. 5/5 !!!
It's so nice, romantic & funny can! =)
Jerlyn & me keep laughing not all because of the movie. Is because of some girls infront of us.
The movie part was not funny at all, & they can laugh until like hell?
Lols! After movie we went to toilet & it's time to take some pictures!
&& yeah everybody did not wear make-up today. lols!
So after seeing the photos please don't vomit. Thanks.
After taking photos, went to find jerlyn friend, to help her find a nice heels.
After everything went to shop shop awhile & they went back home.
Same goes to me. Reached home talk to sister about some stuff & we went to jurong point
to Sasa to check something & went back home again. Lols!
Was quite tired today, but after so long & i finally meet my lovely 3 girls & i'm so happy!
Yeah & i love them so much! Because of me, they specially come to jurong point!!!
& i can just relax & come to jurong point as it near to my house. =)
Oh, saw alot people in jurong point today! So nice to see them!


Oh shit, tomorrow parents meeting ...! I wish nothing goes wrong!!! =x
I wish my interview work can resume on friday instead of tomorrow! I'm not free tomorrow for interview!
Arggg!!

Pictures time!



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After so long i meeting li juan again! have a nice chat with her yeah! & always thanks to her that i got all the chinese songs i want~! haha!

Oh yah, i can't wait for tomorrow! I be meeting my cousins again! WOHOOO!!!
Lalala!
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Post on Sunday, 18 May 2008

I can't imagine how worse is the work i ever had today..
Ok, morning priyanthi come to my house & we eat our breakfast together.
After that we off to meet shidah & went to work. & my location is still the same Race Course.
But as for shidah, Kampong Kapor.
Priyanthi was doing the new event admin paper work job. Is located at Dunlop Street.
Can you see we three are so far far from each other! =(
We went to our location & the weather is so freaking SUCK! Reached there was like feel so lonely
& bored! & this is the first time i work hard to do until 3rd pages of colour-me-tone list.
But lucky at night all the guys entertain me. =) They know all of them are far away from me.
& thanks Gaja for helping me, He wanted to bring me to Dunlop street but he have to help david.
So he direct me & go. I was like lost? It's so far away from race course.
& i don't know how am i going to go there & find priyanthi just to bring her back.
Ain't i good? Hehe..
But i keep going on the wrong way & i'm sweating like hell~ Smelly!
I ask some of the bangladesh & lucky they tell me the right way & lucky they did not tell me the wrong way or else i surely wack them. Ops.
Finally i reached there, & that particular person asked me to go back mustafa now to settle my list.
I was like Wtf? I come all the way here to fetch my friend & ended up i have to go back whereby i forgot how to go back. Duh.
Lucky Chuchu going back so i follow them back.
& there was no train for us to go home already!
& i fucking hell waiting for her about 1 hour plus just to come back mustafa!
& they check her list for another 1 hour? 10pm+ i already end my work.
& i'm still at mustafa 12am+!!!
Wtf!!!
everything ends, & lucky one of our school mates dad fetch us home.
Thanks! The first time i ever work till so late.!
I wanted to go for supper but thanks to them i can't even eat!
The last we ate was at my house& all the way till at night we didn't even get to eat!!!
Far from each other, eat also no point. Wth.
Alot of tings had happen today... & i'm just lazy to blog everything out.
Shall blog again! =)
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Ok, Post on 17 May 2008

Saturday is the time for us to relax & have fun.
WHAT A STUPID WEATHER!
But ended up, i don't really have the mood to go out.
But got the mood to find jobs. So went to Jurnog east & find jobs.
Found two, But not confirm yet. =(
Jobs are hard to find yeah. But after so long, i'm going out again as normally i went to slack instead of going out. Reached home about 8pm+. Priyanthi came my house about 9pm+ till 12.30am & went home. What a tired day!

Pictures time!






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Yeah! It's Friday. But i feel so bored now.
Mommy came back home yesterday mid-night if i'm not wrong.
I was in a deep sleep & she came in the room looking at me. I feel like hugging her!
But i simply just too lazy to get up. =)
Now, i'm back home from school & i'm feel so bored. I got nothing to do!
& my room is getting more messy & dusty!
I can't wait to shift all my things & i be sleeping in my sister room. =) A bigger space.
& gonna be missing my small cosy room. =(

I know i'm talking craps. haha!
I'm freaking bored. I wanna blog! But i don't know what to blog . Argg...

GOD puts a certain person in our Lives for a Reason, And whatever Reason
that GODhad in mind for putting you into mine... I don't mind... I am just
thankful HE did.
Love may mean taking chances, but their worth
taking.
Love, is letting go of fear
So often we don't say 'I love you'
because we fear losing someone,but more often we lose them because we fear
saying 'I love you'

If you love someone, tell them...for hearts are
often broken by words left unspoken

♥ No winter lasts forever;no spring skips its turn ♥

Have not been going out for the past few weeks.
I've been saving my balance money too. =)
Cause of that stupid singtel job. Ops.
Seriously its making me mad. Firstly they inform us that the event is close & no more.
Of cause i'm stress & i rush to find some jobs.
Ended up the next day they called us again & say this sunday confirm can work?
LOLS! wth? They said want to try again witht he TRAINNED girls.
Cause last week Un-trainned girls did not do their job properly..
Argg.. But i'm happy enough as i can get back to my singtel job.
At least i got some savings.
I need to spend alot of things for my stuff.
Luckily i didn't really use my handphone nowadays. don't even bother to use.
But still, if u guys have any intro jobs for june holidays, There is a person who is me willing to do.
=)

Oh yah, Do feel free to go this website & support my Sister karine. =)

http://supermummy.mediacorptv.sg/view_entries.htm

Look out for picture name ( Mummy & Raeann ) and my sis nick is Whitelush.
Thanks! =)

The beginning of love, is to let those we love be perfectly themselves and not
twist them with our own image -- otherwise, we love only the reflection of
ourselves we find in them? The happiest people don't necessarily have the best
of every-thing...they just make the most out of everything that comes their way.
The best kind of friend is the one you can sit on a porch with, never saying
a word and then walk away, feeling like that was the best conversation you've
had.

Don't go for looks -- it can deceive.
Don't go for money --
even wealth fades away.

Go for someone who makes you smile, because only
a smile makes a dark day seem bright. Happiness lies for those who cry, those
who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can
appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives.
Love
is when you take away the feeling, the passion and the romance... and you find
out you still care for that person. Love comes to those who still hope even
though they've been disappointed, those who still believe, even though they have
been betrayed and those who still love even though they've been hurt before.
Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people, before meeting the right one, so
that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful
for that gift. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But, what is
the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person
know how you feel. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten
past.
you can't go on in life until you let go of your past failures and
heartaches.
Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll
love you back! Don't expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in Their
hearts. But, if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. There are things that
you would love to hear, but you never hear it from the person you want to. Don't
be deaf to hear it from the person who says it with their heart.
When you
were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life
so that when you die, you are smiling and everyone around you is crying.
When one door of happiness closes, another opens. But often we look so long
at the closed door, that we don't see the one which has just been opened for us.
Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it
probably hurts the other person, too. A sad thing about life is when you meet
someone who means a lot to you ... only to find out in the end, that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.
It takes a minute to have a
crush on someone ... an hour to like someone...a day to love someone...but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Love starts with a smile, develops with
a kiss and ends with a tear.

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Yeah I wanna share a good news!
I just wait for the bell to ring at 1.55pm & rush home just to blog! =x
I just can't stand school. Once i reached there in class, i keep falling asleep.
Oh ya. =)
I'm so happy can? I got FIRST in class for my maths! It's not the first time, but again to say,
This year 2008 maths new chapter is seriously dammm difficult to learn.
Alot of students fail their test. Included my class & 4 Persevere 2.
Few students passes. Of cause me too! I know i didn't get really good grades & my marks are getting lower & lower.
But still, I got first! =p Total up marks is only 74/100. Happy!
I passed my CPA too. Not bad. I just can't wait for my report slip to come!
Oh gosh, sad to say everything pass, except science.


June holiday coming! I can't wait to wear my brown contact lens! wooohoo!
I need job badly.
Anyone can intro?

You are the best mother in the world; I say it all the time
You’ll do
anything to keep a smile on my face
If something would ever happen to
you,
I don’t know what I’d do
Cause I know no one could ever take your
place

We have our good times and we have our bad
I’m glad when
you tell me your opinion
Sometimes I get mad, but I know it’s for the
best
Would I trade it for the world, no, are you kiddin’?

I love
you to death and I would do anything for you
I’m sorry when I make you
upset
I want you to know that I love you more than anything
And in my
heart is where you will always be kept.
If it weren’t for you, it wouldn’t be me
You helped me in my hardest
situations
You made me feel better when I thought my life was over
You
said it would be better things in my life I’d be facin’

Words can’t
express how much I love you
I thank the lord for you everyday
I mean what
I say; I only want to make you happy
I mean that in every way.


Anganiesha Gilliam

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Lets101 Quizzes - Blog Quiz

Was reading Jerlyn's blog & came across this website & check it out.
Kinda cool. =)

Oh yah, school was fine today. Kinda tired at the end of the lesson.
& i got back my maths paper 2 today! I'm really so happpy to say but don't know who to say with, i got FIRST for my maths paper 2. I'm the highest & i can't believe it. Although i been getting good grades for my maths but This year i tought i would fail as i find it freaking difficult.
I got 40/50 for paper2. So happy!
But i wish tomorrow once i get back my paper1, i wish it won't be disappointing. =/
I pass my Chinese too! Unbelieveable! haha!
Science, Don't even need to say. I only got 40+/100 if i'm not wrong.
Duh. What a science test.
Talk to one of my classmates today in chinese lesson. & i found out something that i
really don't like. Some people just like to interfer about my things.
Whatever i do, Whoever i like, Wherever i go or whatever shit it is. Why?
Ya i mean there is nothing wrong to interfer cause it's your business.
But i does not related to any of you. && it's so freaking funny that they are just so KPO
&& ask around about my things. Funny?
Whoever i go on with, it's my problem. Does not concern to anybody.
Wherever i go, it's also my problem & it does not concern to anybody.
Ya i do interfer some of my friends things. I'm curious to know everything.
But those is i'm related with, not related i won't even bother to know.
Whatever. Forget it.

Shall not elaborate...
Today mood makes me feel happy as i pass my maths! wooohooo!!

You know it's love when forever is not long enough.
It's true we don't
know what we've got until its gone,but we don't know what we've been missing
until it arrives.
Love is the shortest distance between hearts.
Life and
love are like hide and seek. People spend their whole lives looking for love,
but when they finally forget to look for it, they find it.
See there's this
place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and
your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a
part of me.
The bad things in life open your eyes to the goodthings you
weren't paying attention to before.
If you love someone, do not put their
name in a heart because hearts can be broken, instead put their name in a
circle, because circles go on forever.

Love is just a word until someone you meet gives it a proper
meaning.

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Yeah, i'm back from dinner.
& luckily i didn't make up. =x
At first i was thinking of wearing nicer outfit, make up cause i didn't really go out this few weeks.
But luckily i cope up everything. Cause mommy keep saying this not nice that not nice cause i'm becoming more fatter! ops!
Seriously please i need diet pills! lols! Or else i suffering... i need a diet man!
Off to her work place there & we had our delicious dinner. Didn't took any pics of the food as everybody can't wait to eat. Only one, my mango pudding. =p
I was thinking there got alot of memories in the past too. =)
Went home after that & i'm feel so tired. =(
Since exams is over, i just can't wait for all my results & holiday start.
I want to work. I want to rest instead of going to school.




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